An 18-year-old student gone nuts and killed Eight, more than 10 injured in Jokela High in Tuusala, Finland. As per a Finnish friend of mine, he was taken down by Karhu (something like SWAT of Finland) and now he is in a critical condition. This is what he wrote about himself on dreamland.

I am a cynical existentialist, antihuman humanist, antisocial socialdarwinist, realistic idealist and godlike atheist.

SI VIS PACEM, PARA BELLUM! JUSTITIA SUUM CUIQUE DISTRIBUIT! SIC SEMPER TYRANNIS!

I am prepared to fight and die for my cause. I, as a natural selector, will eliminate all who I see unfit, disgraces of human race and failures of natural selection.

You might ask yourselves, why did I do this and what do I want. Well, most of you are too arrogant and closed-minded to understand… You will proprably say me that I am”insane”, “crazy”, “psychopath”, “criminal” or crap like that. No, the truth is that I am just an animl, a human, an individual, a dissident.

I have had enough. I don’t want to be part of this fucked up society. Like some other wise people have said in the past, human race is not worth fighting for or saving… only worth killing. But… When my enemies will run and hide in fear when mentioning my name… When the gangsters of the corrupted governments have been shot in the streets… When the rule of idioracy and the democratic system has been replaced with justice… When intelligent people are finally free and rule the society instead of the idiocratic rule of majority… In that great day of deliverance, you will know what I want. [copied and pasted from one of his pages]

Si Vis Pacem, Para Bellum! Justitia Suum Cuique Distribuit! Sic Semper Tyrannis! is a Latin Sentence - Translation is “If you seek peace, prepare for war ! Justice renders to everyone his due ! Thus always to tyrants !”

I can understand that he is completely pissed off by the society and decided to kill people. He actually wrote a Manifesto in English for also for English readers. He uploaded some videos and photos and he tried in every possible way to convince people that the is not a psycho but just a person who had enough of this world.

He is not dumb. But, his decision to kill people is stupid. I can tell that its a decision but not just aggression, as he created his manifesto, uploaded some videos in Youtube with title -“Jokela High School Massacre - 11/7/2007”. He has actually decided the date too.

I am self-aware and realize what is going on in society! I have a free mind! And I choose to be free rather than live like a robot or slave. You can say I have a “god complex”, sure… then you have a “group complex”! Compared to you retarded masses, I am actually godlike.

That is taken from his manifest which suggests that he might have been suppressed a lot by the society. My Finnish friend thinks that this guy must have been a nerd who had no-life and was hated by everyone else. That could be true - “Group Complex” and “Retarded Masses” are the phrases he used to describe others. If you read what he wrote about Naturality, You can understand that this guy got a very good intellectual knowledge.

He knew that people will take him as a psychopath. Yes, they certainly will take him as a psychopath because he is one psychopath killer. He tried in every possible way to convince us that he is not one. But, his convincing skills rather proved that he writes well. He would have made a very good writer if he wasn’t a psycho !!!

You can find the manifesto here as well as this web directory.

[Taken with Canon Digital Rebel XTi on 30 Sep 2007, 12.20 AM]

I’ll give you all I got If that’s what you want I’ll give you what I got and more But just see me through and through That’s all you got to do But don’t you dare give dare give dare give me Artificial Love

[Taken from Bambi - Artificial Love]

I like flowers, especially flowers with water drops on them. When ever I see them, I couldn’t stop myself from capturing them. Almost all the snaps I take are special to me. I see them again and again. While taking them, I take so much time that my friends usually get frustrated by the time I take to take a single shot. As I try to give 100% of myself to that particular shot while framing it, some times, I get decent shots like the above one.

You need not observe the picture carefully to find that the flower is artificial, but if you have to see carefully to find that those drops are not water drops. I really don’t have anything to tell anything about the camera or the shot or the mode or the focal length used to take the shot. There is something different I sense from the picture.

It’s beautiful. But, it’s fake … just like that special “someone” you met in your life. Everyone of us would have met that “someone” atleast once in our lives. That “someone” could be the person whom you’ve loved sincerely or the person whom you would have considered as your best friend or even a person from your family. If you think that you haven’t, the truth could be you haven’t sensed it or you are just one lucky person in this world. But, when you come to know that you are not a lucky person, all you would be doing is tracing through the steps written in one of my previous posts.

Everyone of us would have had some minor to major crushes or even serious loves which failed. For “you” who is reading this right now and comparing the artificiality of this flower to the artificiality of love that your “Ex” showed you … I’ve one thing to tell you.

The flower is fake just like her love No big deal of blaming her now The drops are fake so were your tears Even a cyclone stops as the sky clears You moved on for the greater future That’s the same you would get for sure [Some random rhyme is never a crime]

I wrote this blog post without thinking. One random thought and a very random post. If it makes any meaning, good; otherwise sorry for wasting your time. In a nutshell, I wanted to tell you one thing - If you are a victim of artificial love, just move on. It’s everywhere.

There is one Indian Portal which writes articles like … who is the hottest item girl, Sharapova in sizzling red etc etc, but it won’t write that today (Aug 29) is National Sports Day. That is why Arjun awards as well as Khel Ratna awards are given today.

Why do we celebrate Aug 29 as National Sports Day ? It is coz, its birthday of a great guy, who can be compared to Pele, Sir Don Bradman when it comes to his particular sport. To be frank, he is considered as the greatest player ever played that game. But, it is sad that we don’t know him as much as we know Anna Kournikova or Sania Mirza even though they are mediocre in their game.

His game was superior that many people thought that he is magician. Tokyo officials broke his stick to search for magnet in it and tried to console themselves telling that he added some sort of glue. He was supposedly offered a place of Field Marshal in German Army by Adolf Hitler. Guess, you got it now. He is none other than Dhyan Chand. It is very sad that I can’t see/hear his name on any portal or a news channel today when National Sports Day is celebrated on occasion of his birthday.

To finish, He was part of India’s first three Olympics Gold winning National Hockey Team. Team India reached finals of Olympics eight times in a row and won seven Golds and one Silver. In this not-so favorite game of Indians(favorite being Cricket), India won eight Olympic Golds and Aus, with four Olympic Golds is second in the table.